Your Training Will Pay Off...Word from Papa, by Amy Meyer

Do not be discouraged because The Call didn't happen like you thought, or in the time frame you expected.  Some are called as decorative "Lawn Trees" and others are called as " Mighty Oak Trees".  You're training has been longer, because it is no small thing that I have called you to...

  You must be able to handle the weight of it.  I've been taking you through a spiritual version of Kingdom, Green Beret training.  I know it's been hard and not everyone can make it through this!  But, I also know what I've made you for and the potential i've placed inside of you.  I understand your pains as you watch others graduate from smaller ranks, receiving their emblems of authority and entering into their missions... I've seen your heart sink and have heard your cry, as you continued still forward in your training. Oh, but know this, it will pay off!! You are of a special kind of ranking, built for special assignments. 

No longer compare yourself with the others.  Keep your heart right and honor Me.  Know your service, is judged only according to Me.  I am not comparing you to anyone else.  I only want you to keep your heart right and surrendered it in My trust. Trusting My wisdom as I lead you down a path not many travel.  It is only for the brave at heart. Trust that I know what you can handle and won't lead you astray. Trust in the abilities I've placed within you and continue to follow My lead.  A true soldier only obeys the orders of his Leader.  

You are doing well.  Turn your ear away from the neigh sayers.  How would they know?  Are they traveling on the path you are?  I'm making you bullet proof to the enemy attacks! I'm raising your spiritual endurance levels. I'm adding strength and wisdom to you. You can't see this all right now, but you will.  Yield and trust, don't try to use your brain. Just yield and trust, putting one step in front of the other.  Many are called, but few are chosen and I have chosen you! Great soldier!

-Papa